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Snowbear
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Alter: 21
Anmeldungsdatum: 14.11.2007
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Wohnort: Wolverhampton
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The question does what it says on the tin. If you have something to get off your chest, say so here.
Personally, I'm going insane. I can't talk to anyone in my family because Steph doesn't care, Stuart hides in my mom's room all day, my mom is either working or hiding in the back room and she gets offended at the mere suggestion of quitting smoking, and Sarah - the only one I CAN talk to - has no time for me because she's either in college, sewing, knitting, sleeping or looking after Katie, and Katie's only 15 months old so she hasn't a care in the world. even though I have people I can chat with, I feel like I can't confide in them because it's unfair on them because they have their own problems to deal with, i.e. part-time jobs and the like. Not to mention I've not gotten to know them well enough to build up any trust. And that doesn't do well for my paranoia that no-one likes me and they all want me dead (and when I'm alone I feel like someone is watching me) so I think I'm going insane.
Apart from that, I'm living an OK life, I don't want to die - because I actually HAVE a life plan - and I'm looking forward to what's coming next. I'm not depressed - although I have been - and because I have no-one to confide in about anything that might be pissing me off, I tend to resort to taking it out on someone. Verbally, not physically.
Once again, apart from that I'm OK. So, are you guys going through a bad time?
Nuff Luff!
Snowbear
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murder-queen
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Alter: 20
Anmeldungsdatum: 16.11.2007
Beiträge: 171
Wohnort: in the crappy U.S... i wanna move...
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i feel your pain, my parents chose not ignor my exsintsenc and don't really care, so i can never talk to them. and my friends will act as if they gto somethign worse and never help me , or talk, i have my note boook, but the sad part is it dosen't talk back.
school is murder. half of the teachers hate me, AHH!! f**k!
I have my life plan kinda set out, i know what i wanna do with mylife.
the bad part is that, the doctor said i got bipolarism, thats the only down side at the moment.
other wise , i am feelin pretty good XD
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maybe this life is over rated , but i wont let the world burn around me.
A SITUATION LIKE THIS SHOULD NEVER EXIST THEN WHY ARE WE OUT OF CONTROL! I SEE TEH SOMKE FROM TEH EDEN FIRE! watch it go high and higher!!
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Snowbear
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Alter: 21
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Wohnort: Wolverhampton
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Aww. My sister said to me today that she tried to tell my mom something that was on the news the other day. It took 5 or 6 attempts to get my mom's attention, and when she did get her attention, my mom cut in halfway through to talk to my brother about football.
I suggest that you leave school when the year is over (depending on if you're in your last year of school) because if I stayed in school one more day I would have snapped. School is like prison with a uniform that takes the piss especially in summer and most of your uniform is black so you feel like you're boiling to death and the teachers soooo hated me.
My insanity has only been brought on since my dad died two years ago, by the way.
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murder-queen
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Alter: 20
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Wohnort: in the crappy U.S... i wanna move...
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yeah, i have 2 years left, i am gonna move out when i turn 16, not sure where , i am stile planing all that out.
I know how you feel withyour mum, thats the same with me arggg!! so anoying.
I am sorry about your dad *hug*!
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maybe this life is over rated , but i wont let the world burn around me.
A SITUATION LIKE THIS SHOULD NEVER EXIST THEN WHY ARE WE OUT OF CONTROL! I SEE TEH SOMKE FROM TEH EDEN FIRE! watch it go high and higher!!
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Snowbear
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Alter: 21
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Aww, thanks hun.
Y'know, I've been pissed off all weekend. I know this'll sound harsh, but I'm starting to really hate Steph, everything she does just pisses me off, it got that bad it was like she was killing me. I was using all the control I could muster not to scream 'Shut the fuck up!' because I'm not allowed to swear until I'm 18 and even then I'm still not allowed to swear so I get really temperamental.
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SimplyMelissa
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Alter: 23
Anmeldungsdatum: 28.09.2007
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You're not allowed to swear!? Really? Wow, my whole family (parents included) swear loudly on a daily basis! It can really clear the air sometimes.
You know what; you should listen to Three Days Grace - Home. I think you agree with the song on a few levels (if not all).
A tip; write everything down. Whatever it is that's bothering you, write it down somewhere (dairy, journal, computer or whatever). It always helped me through tough times and I didn't have to find someone to trust (because I've got those stupid trust issues). I hope it helps for you. *hugs*
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murder-queen
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yeah, thats how is has got with my mum. but they swar at me, and we cuse each other out, not a veary happy fmaily.
*HUGS YOU LOTS*
how meany years till you are 18?
and i agree with @simplymelissa.
wrting dose help a lot.
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maybe this life is over rated , but i wont let the world burn around me.
A SITUATION LIKE THIS SHOULD NEVER EXIST THEN WHY ARE WE OUT OF CONTROL! I SEE TEH SOMKE FROM TEH EDEN FIRE! watch it go high and higher!!
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Snowbear
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Alter: 21
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Thanks guys! I turn 18 in about 8 months, and I do write things down but it seems I don't do it often enough. It helps, but I need to do it more.
I'm not allowed to swear because my mom fears losing control of me, I'm the youngest sibling in the family so I'm the one that gets watched over the most and it's doing my head in, to be frank.
EDIT: @SimplyMelissa: I've downloaded that song, and I'll have a listen to it.
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murder-queen
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| awwww, poor sweetie, my parents just find excuses to yell XD it is driving me mad XD
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maybe this life is over rated , but i wont let the world burn around me.
A SITUATION LIKE THIS SHOULD NEVER EXIST THEN WHY ARE WE OUT OF CONTROL! I SEE TEH SOMKE FROM TEH EDEN FIRE! watch it go high and higher!!
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Snowbear
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Alter: 21
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Beiträge: 598
Wohnort: Wolverhampton
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| Dude, I dunno what's worse: that or my sisters arguing over something so irrelevant I have to intervene by saying 'Both of you shut up before I kick your asses!'
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SimplyMelissa
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Alter: 23
Anmeldungsdatum: 28.09.2007
Beiträge: 86
Wohnort: Noordeloos
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| Whenever there is fighting going on in the house, I grab my coat and leave. First few times I left a note on the table, telling them to give me a call when they're done fighting. Now, when they are fighting and they hear the frontdoor slamming, they know it's me and they know how to reach me. Saves me from killer headaches!
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murder-queen
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@ simplymelissa - yeah, i do the same, but my dad calls the cops on me 
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maybe this life is over rated , but i wont let the world burn around me.
A SITUATION LIKE THIS SHOULD NEVER EXIST THEN WHY ARE WE OUT OF CONTROL! I SEE TEH SOMKE FROM TEH EDEN FIRE! watch it go high and higher!!
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SimplyMelissa
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Alter: 23
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Beiträge: 86
Wohnort: Noordeloos
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| The cops? Talk about overreacting! Why does he do that? Isn't he able to reach you on your cell or something? *hugs you*
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Snowbear
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| Dude, that's OTT. I should do that (the going for a walk thing). That way I get a break from being babysitter. I've threatened my sister to go on strike from being babysitter and I think she thinks I don't mean it but I do. I'm practically Katie's second mom!
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Snowbear
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| Newsflash: I wanna talk to my dad again! :'(
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